PLUG it in.

nice.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

i hate myself for being to gullible. being so nice and in the end hurting myself. why am i so nice? why sometimes i cant be someone that walks around feeling pissed off and angry. why cant i have a face like leroy, always fierce. those who don know him, doesnt dare talk to him. those who know him, only talks when there is a need. those who are close to him, only truly know him. why am i so gullible? so be cheated again and again. strangers who are selfish, cunning. big fake ass bastard, i would say. these people, really pisses me off. to the point, i would love knock their head off their shoulder, literally. 80/20 rule. 20% of the people in this world is nice. 20% of the nice people hopefully stays in singapore. 20% of the people who are nice and stays in singapore hopefully are my friends.

and that would be more than enough. i hate it how people will want to take advantage of those that are nice. and those that are nice, having to suck it up and move on. its not that they cannot do anything, its they just choose to let it go. no matter how big or small that issue is.. nothing is too big for them to let it go. it maybe an expensive lesson that they learn, to a mistrust between a close friend and still chooses to forgive, to a slap in the face or hit on the head and still chooses not to lash out at the person.

so what are the things nice people can do so they them will not be hurt or suffer? ohh, hurt and suffering are always there? then how to suffer or hurt lesser? tell me.

so much to say..

Thursday, March 24, 2011

so much to say, so much to type... i am afraid of how ppl will see me. afraid that people will ask me about it. afraid to share with others cos i know, the moment someone presses hard enough, everything will go. afraid how people will think of me.

yet, the only reason i will write it here is because i know, very few people knows that i have a blog. even lesser, knows that this space is still alive. even fewer will come by this space.

i'm done.