what does it mean to be the light to someone else's life? what does it mean to be the light of the family? what does it mean to be the light of the city? personal, family, society.. these are the things that most influence people. light has energy. light has power to give and the power to take. light is something so strong. light is essential for our life. have you ever imagine a day without light? well, i want to be that light. the light among my friends, the light in my family, the light of a city. a light that may never be snuffed out, winds can blow, flames can shiver but the light will never stop giving energy and warmth.....

last week was Asia conference. the biggest conference organized by CHC. i served as security for four days. i love serving. it has many challenges, many experiences. even though it was super tiring. i continued to serve. however, the last day i totally couldnt wake up at all and missed the services. aiyo, i so too tired. well, i thought my body could last throughout/ well, i was wrong. it felt like the best time ever. just the four days, i learnt more things as security. i don have photos to show but just my experiences.. well, my foreign delegate said that we organised it very well. however, some say some nasty stuff. well, we did the best we could. this is the first time and definitely not the last time..

past few days was kinda tiring for me. don know why.. e-learning week assignment forgot to do.. how? so many things on my mind. or maybe just afew things but think too much. life's tough the only way is to persevere. i know that i am going trials and test, He is testing me. i want to be faithful, i want to have breakthrough. it just feel tired thats all.. i want lift all things up to Him. my friends, my work, my burden, cellgroup, my life.. He has a plan, i know after this period. i am coming out strong. to those of you, who is reading this post. i really want to encourage you that do not give up hope on yourself. everyone has struggles, i feel like giving up but i always know to never give up. people around me and you have so much hope for us. many see us, walk out of this tunnel. and now that is left is whether are you willing to take afew more steps to see the beautiful scenery after the tunnel.. "When the world says, "Give up," Hope whispers, 'Try it one more time.' "

last weekend was one of the most exciting weekend for me. the last race of the formula1 grand prix. that was some of the best racing you will ever see.. i wanted felipe massa to win. but what happen during the race and at the last lap of the race, really taught me something.. anything can and will happen in life and we need to be ready for it. even if we did the best that we can, we do not have the power to control our situations. in this journey that we walk, many things happen, many cause us to fall short of our targets and goals. however, these targets and goals are not meant to be reach it is meant to simply guide us to do the best that we can. this i realised.. friends, do not be sadden or think that your world has crash down on you. but realise how much have you traveled since you set that goal,that you led you to be who you are today! "What you get by achieving your goals is not as important as what you become by achieving your goals." ~ Zig Ziglar