well, i really want to race and i had the opportunity but my parents disapprove of it. their reason is that it is dangerous but i don really care if it tis dangerous. i want to race.. and thats it. now i cant go but in the future i will. i know i will.. so many times, there are things that all of us wants to do, so many things that we desire to get.but there are so many things that stops us, even one thing but that thing has a very big influence to us. what makes us want to go against that? our curiousity?or just to get what we want? i believe many of us have our own desires. but always there are things that stop us. as i continue to type. its the anger of feeling helpless unable to do what we want, that keeps growing. i see myself blowing up and mashing everything around. but what can i do. nothing can be done..................... at the moment. i always believe in visualizing for the things that you want. i am going to visualize myself racing!! believe that one day i am going to race.. i will race! The world is round and the place which may seem like the end may also be only the beginning. "~ Ivy Baker Priest i truly believe...!

aiyo, since this is the week where all my class schedule is fully functional. this is also the week where i will start on all my work and projects. well, the title of this post is simple, just wanna set myself to score well in this sem. cos i realised many a times people always set out to do something but at the end that particular thing is not done or completed. which cause so many disappointment and losing of faith in myself and others in me. and that is me, a person who cant really keep to what he wants to accomplish. starting from today, things gonna be different. i am gonna set out the things to do. and i will complete them.even from the smallest things to the most important things. i know i want to and i know i can. the rest is up to my will to do it.. things gonna be different. there will no longer be the same dejun as last ten months. dejun will be upraded. better performance, more reliable, able to multi task, able to handle all processes, and of course, with FUN in everything. "when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place" ~unknown

WE are human, WE are people, WE make bad choices, WE are not perfect. BUT life is so simple, we make choices and not look back.... this sentence may not be full of complexity ,however, its just so simple to understand. for last two days many things happen, many sadness, many anger, many confusion, many questions but of all these many. there is one ray of forgiveness. and thats more than enough. there is struggles, everyone struggles but i pray.. that let each struggles encourage one to continue this journey of one's life... to walk to the end of the dark tunnel.. where a beautiful garden awaits us to enter....

well school started.. and the last sem was totaled!! rubbish. scraped through. haiz..... so right now i am half way through my slides. aiyo, first week only must do slides. well, i gotta stop complaining and start moving my slim ass.. well, through the hols, so many things happen. stop going DB, no gym, no money enough. on te other hand, i really had lots of fun.. and alot of movies.. haha. well,thats a summary..... of the holidays. and time to move on to the new sem.. so study!!!! GO FELIPE MASSA!!! this man gonna win the world championship!!yea..