
i am not sure who will read this. but what the heck?? FAMILY its a place to be safe in, a place where you know there are people you can trust. when relations strains and all things comes down to this thing. called money.. what will happen? i really feel like hurling vulgarities. i really feel like! MONEY MONEY MONEY. TO BE ABLE TE PAY PFF THE DEBTS, TO BE ABLE TO FEED THE FAMILY. TO BE ABLE TO GO FOR TUITION, BUY NECESSITIES, GET THINGS FOR THE HOUSE, SO MANY THINGS. ALL THE THOUGHT GOING THRU MY HEAD. ALL THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS. I THINK I REALLY FEELING LIKE MOVING AWAY. AWAY FROM HOME. I KNOW I WIL MISS PEOPLE. I KNOW THAT I GOT NOTHING WITH ME. I KNOW ITS JUST RUNNING AWAY. OKAY, I AM SORRY. BUT FUCK IT! I DON CARE ANY MORE! VULGARITIES! FUCK ALL THE THINGS THAT AFFECT MY FAMILY! FUCK ALL THOSE THINGS THAT HURTS MY FAMILY!!!!! FUCK ALL OF YOU!!! I CAN T CANT TKAE ALL THESSE SHIT!! FUCK EVERYTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!