so painful to love someone but not able to hear or see that person. for the first time in my life, i felt that pain. that huge amount of pain for missing someone. it hurts whenever i think about her. it hurts whenever i recall the memories. i ask myself what to do. WHAT to do?? at the end i could not do much just sit and think and hope for the day we can be together.. it hurts, it really does..

17-21dec 2008 was the jakarta superkids camp!! woah it was a damn great camp!!haha. it was the most fun camp i have since going to indo.haha the coaches were so bonded. the kids changed. the closing was awesome!! adam was happy. the camp was great!! i took so many pictures all in facebook(: go take a look!! haaha.